You…
You’re my dream
My realm at night
You fulfills my destiny
I’m mesmerized by your beauty
You are my sweet ecstasy
You…
You’re my drug
My very own personal heroine
You became a nightmare to me
You hunts me every night
I want to run away
But I can’t…
I want to stay away from you
But I’ve tried with all my might,
I’m always coming back
I want to say goodbye…..
So badly I want to scream !!
I’m being mad at myself..
And I don’t know why
“Goodbye then !!! I don’t want to see you again !”
You raised your voice so high,
I can’t stand it anymore
I opened the door,
And I run with all my might
Exhausted,
I sat below a tree
My eyes stung so badly.
The night breeze flew by,
Telling me not to cry
I looked up at the sky..
Seeing all those stars..
Brings me calmness..
And suddenly,
I realized where I am
This is the place where I used to spent time with you..
Memories are floating back..
I’m hearing voices..
Our laughter,
My voice..
And then,
I hear your voice..
It sounds so close, like its not a memory at all
It seems real..
“Its beautiful isn’t it? The stars?”
I looked up once more
“Yeah, it is”
I’m out of my mind right?
Cause I’m certainly just talked to a memory all by myself
I sounded crazy..
“I’m sorry… I’m sorry for raising my voice at you.. I’m sorry that I can’t control my emotion.. Please forgive me..”
No, your voice was real!
I turned my head and I stared at your eyes..
Your beautiful twinkling eyes..
I felt hypnotize..
And then I can’t stand it anymore,
I cried..
“Please.. I’m sorry..”
I reach his hair and touch it..
still crying
“I forgive you”
“Really?”
I let the question hang around us..
“I love you..”
And then you kissed me for what felt like an eternity..
You’re back to being my wonderful mesmerizing sweet dream..
-sept 17, 2010-
